Lu

sigh.

2012-02-20T05:05:00.000-05:00

thinking of deleting this blog.
i don't have much of a life to blog about.
and when i do, it's not really the world's business.
been writing a lot in my journal...you know, with an actual pen.
it's not like i had 328497 comments per entry anyway.

so...yeah.

Jeff Who Lives At Home (2012) Movie Trailer

2012-02-09T10:56:00.002-05:00

a must see!

eyes wider than before

2012-02-02T02:08:00.000-05:00

♫ gonna drive you away from the trampling of bustling feet ♫

Everyday I'm shufflin'

2012-02-02T02:01:00.000-05:00

Put your iTunes on shuffle and answer the following questions with whatever song comes up. NO CHEATING!

How am I feeling today?
Stranger in a Strange Land - 30 Seconds to Mars

Will I get far in life?
Embrace the Martian - Kid Cudi (i guess)

How do my friends see me?
Can’t Get You Outta My Head - Kylie Minogue (shweeeet)

Where will I get Married?
The Only One - Black Keys (I will take that as England kthx.)

What is my best friend’s theme song?
N.E.R.D - Stereoliez (Lmaooo d’awww)

What is the story of my life?
C’est Si Bon - Eartha Kitt (Oh how I wish!)

What is/was high school like?
Constant Craving - Glee Cast <—————

How can I get ahead in life?
Gucci Gucci - Kreayshawn

What is the best thing about me?
Kodachrome - Paul Simon (I DO like cameras)

How is tomorrow going to be?
Let Go - Andreena Mill (How fitting for my 2 hour workout tomorrow)

What is in store for this weekend?
America’s Suitehearts - Fall Out Boy (brilliant)

What song describes my parents?
Decent Days and Nights - The Futureheads

What song describes my grandparents?
Let It Roll - All Time Low

How is my life going?
Winter Wonderland - Darlene Love (welp…)

What song will they play at my funeral?
Pavlove - Fall Out Boy (…sure)

How does the world see me?
Left Alone At Night - Toro Y Moi (insert FOREVER ALONE face here)

Will I have a happy life?
Wildfire - SBTRKT

What do my friends really think of me?
Dirty Diana - The Weeknd (cover) LMAOOO legendary.

Do people secretly lust after me?
The Worse It Gets - Penguin Prison

How can I make myself happy?
Standing on the Shore - Empire of the Sun (i do love the ocean)

What should I do with my life?
Ashin Kusher - Kid Cudi (NO ARGUMENT HERE)

Will I ever have children?
Stuttering - Fefe Dobson (so is that a no?)

What is some good advice for me?
Requiem - Mozart (…)

How will I be remembered?
Trust Issues - Drake (-____-) the audacity…

What is my signature dancing song?
It’s The Things You Do - 5ive (yessssssssssss 90s kidsss)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Blame it on the alcohol - Glee Cast (LOL and I will do just that!)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
She’s Hearing Voices - Bloc Party (aw)

What type of men/women do you like?
When I’m Small - Phantogram (LIES AND SLANDER)

and so we dance

2012-01-26T17:24:00.001-05:00

"Put if through the wash"...it didn't survive.

something i lack.

f*ck that new girl that you love so bad...

still can't figure out HOW this happened

small collection of big Disney pins

arts & crafts box!

playing around with random close-ups

lounging on the couch with Albie. 90210 on the telly. WTF Collective on the laptop.

my late but highly cherished birthday card & birthday candy from Albie, lol. Bless him, I love him MUCHO! The Office...he knows me well :)

wreck this journal | progress phase 1

2012-01-06T04:00:00.001-05:00

decorated the front with nailpolish

didn't exactly have coffee to spit at it, so I spit some grape juice

fingerprints using paint and marker ink

had to rip up one page and paste the strips on another

Albert literally held the page to my mouth and told me to chew on it...so I did.

I asked Albert to give me a random word and...

I had fun making this

Albert's artwork & scribbles

rumour has it...

2012-01-06T03:53:00.000-05:00

♫ she...she ain't real . she ain't gon be able to love you like I will

she...is a stranger . you and I have history or don't you remember?

sure, she's got it all . but baby is that really what you want...

BLESS YOUR SOUL you've got your head in the clouds

you made a fool out of you & boy she's bringing you down ♫

Hello 2012, hello I love you.

2012-01-03T12:50:00.000-05:00

I brought in the new year with my family and my best friend, Albert. It was basically the best NYE weekend ever. I won't go into detail because it's not the world's business lollll, but it was just phenomenal and I'd do it all over again. Perfection and smiles. I love him with all of my heart!

Here's just a few photos, not all of them. They're out of order but whatever.

Kartell | "Pantera"

2011-12-27T02:26:00.000-05:00

Hope everyone is having a great winter break/happy holidays so far. To those who celebrated, hope your Christmas/X-Mas was superb. Now onto some feel-good shit.

it's a Desario Christmas.

2011-12-24T15:51:00.000-05:00

wreck this journal | it's hereee

2011-12-24T03:18:00.000-05:00

i will be documenting my progress :)

Short Film: Address Is Approximate

2011-12-22T01:59:00.002-05:00

this is genius.

Expansion

2011-12-21T20:19:00.001-05:00

Expansion by Paige Bradley

bloody powerful. this makes me feel like I have a light & unstoppable force within me. to be honest I do feel regenerated when I meditate. maybe I should get back on that.

kudos Miss Paige, job well done!

you wanna be high for this

2011-12-20T18:00:00.003-05:00

don't be scared, i'm right here...

Ocean Breezes with Bri

2011-12-20T01:00:00.001-05:00

(check out her blog!)

I am Duckie.

2011-12-18T12:22:00.004-05:00

I Am Duckie. by lu-lemonade featuring a twill vest

Nathan Stewart-Jarrett

2011-12-14T10:18:00.004-05:00

Had a dream I went to 7-Eleven. I bought two things I can't remember and a bag of chips. The cashier was Nathan Stewart-Jarrett (Curtis from the E4 show "Misfits"). There was some magnetic energy when we looked at each other. I bought like two things and a bag of chips. I leave and he runs out after me a few moments later. He says that some crazy man in the store gave him some parchment that is proof that our souls knew each other in past lifetimes. It was all bizarre and it all felt so real.
Maybe it's true. My dreams always tell me something on a need-to-know.

Winter Reading List

2011-12-13T10:27:00.002-05:00

I would love to jumpstart my winter reading but since I'm taking this training class which is, I'm sure, secretly giving me grey hair even though I'm too young, I can't really get too much reading done. I am pretty bad when it comes to self discipline.
Knowing my pace, I want to knock out my list at least by October 2012.

So, yes! My list...

"Nerd Do Well" by Simon Pegg
"Irish Dreams" by Nora Roberts
"If You Ask Me (And of course you won't)" by Betty White
"The Hunger Games" by Suzanne Collins
"Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist" by Rachel Cohn & David Levithan
"Breaking Dawn" by Stephanie Meyer
"Last Night at Chateau Marmont" by Lauren Weisberger

I have my work cut out for me. Whatever I have to do to better my mind.
Plus I like escaping reality every now and then...well, everyday.
That's why I write.

mornin'

2011-12-11T22:51:00.006-05:00

Star Slinger - Mornin' Directed by Alan Jensen from Star Slinger on Vimeo.

how many start a war?

2011-12-09T00:04:00.003-05:00

Boyz - M.I.A.

je'taime

2011-12-08T20:48:00.002-05:00

Je ne suis pas aussi fort que j'ai mis hors tension. Je ris et parler négligemment. Mais parfois, quand les choses me pousser trop loin, je perds mon chemin. Mais si ce n'était pas pour mon passé, je serais à mon plus faibles. Parfois je veux me couper de tout pour un moment et revenir quand je suis prêt. Mais au lieu que je viens séjour tranquille et regarder.

Ne me laissez pas me chercher.

disclaimer: i don't speak french.

continuum.

2011-12-06T21:41:00.002-05:00

THE DEATH CYCLES

you meet someone. you get close. you date. you drift apart. you fight about drifting apart. you break up. you miss each other. you talk about getting together. you don't. you fight again. you miss each other again. you try to date again. you start off rocky. things seem like they'll work this time around. someone makes a tiny mistake. you fight. you break up. you're damaged. these incidents will forever come up in future conversations...that is...IF you ever talk again.

you befriend someone. you fall for them. you tell them. they don't want you. you're put in the friend zone. they want someone else. that someone else doesn't want them. you get happy but feel bad about it. you continue being their friend despite the silent pain. you watch from the sidelines as the others come and go. they still don't want you. you're always there. they don't want you. they talk about how much they're alone. you say "i'm here" but they don't hear you. you end up just existing.

back to the beat of the radio

2011-11-24T01:12:00.005-05:00

Kings of Leon "Fans"
Live at the O2 London, England

there's the door baby

2011-11-12T12:29:00.001-05:00

i met a boy talking away
he found a girl he knew he’d change
i changed my clothes, my hair, my face
to watch us go our separate ways
he said we’ve grown apart for sometime
But then he found somebody new
I hope Mrs. Right puts up with all the bullshit that you do

Stay the hell away,
While I sit here by myself
And figure out how I got this way
Before you go, there’s one thing you oughta know

If you can’t hang then, there’s the door, baby

the world is beautiful when you dream

2011-11-12T00:05:00.003-05:00

Murmuration from Sophie Windsor Clive on Vimeo.

chills, this is beautiful.

i am a maniac

2011-11-02T14:32:00.004-04:00

"Maniac" a short film directed by Shia Labeouf
starring Kid Cudi & Cage

winter breeze and palm trees

2011-10-23T13:41:00.002-04:00

my my my. my my my. my my...

2011-10-23T10:48:00.002-04:00

come on skinny love just last the year

will you?

2011-10-21T21:44:00.002-04:00

all i want is you

2011-10-20T02:54:00.002-04:00

'cause they don't smile

or smell like you

no, they don't make me laugh

or even cook like you

no, they don't photograph

or even sex like you

jetsetter

2011-10-19T12:17:00.002-04:00

i can't wait until we run away together

even though you don't know

2011-10-17T16:07:00.002-04:00

you wanna be

high

for this

i'll drink to that

2011-10-17T16:05:00.002-04:00

you're like a WILDFIRE, got me rising high

2011-10-15T11:52:00.002-04:00

I could bet all the riches that I ever had

Rush in the night like a shock, babe, would it be bad?

If I had to set the alarm 'cause those thrills that'll run up my back

You're my star nothing else can lead me off track

the DUB to my STEP

2011-10-05T23:38:00.002-04:00

today I roamed the airport with my best friend Albert

you are the heart I call home.

Lit

2011-10-01T15:32:00.002-04:00

it's no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy
'cause every now & then i'd kick the living shit outta me
the smoke alarm is going off and there's a cigarette
still burning...
please tell me why
the car is in the front yard
and i'm...sleeping with no clothes on
came in through the window...last night
and you're...gone

she's a dimestore diamond

2011-09-29T12:12:00.002-04:00

what do you want out of life, sweet girl?

i want everything the world doesn't want me to have.

waiting for the shipment call

2011-09-28T13:31:00.002-04:00

oh mama

i wanna go surfing

the lost city

2011-09-27T01:55:00.002-04:00

Atlantis

Hogwarts bound

2011-09-27T01:54:00.004-04:00

Hedwig

tainted love

2011-09-24T01:01:00.003-04:00

and you think love is to pray

but i'm sorry I don't pray that way

crazy?

2011-09-23T03:44:00.002-04:00

come on now, who do you
who do you, who do you
who do you think you are?

HA HA HA! Bless your soul...
you really think you're in control

Jasper & Me

2011-09-21T04:16:00.003-04:00

Broken series.

2011-09-20T14:10:00.002-04:00

brighter on the other side

2011-09-20T12:44:00.004-04:00

Mescudi

2011-09-20T11:54:00.007-04:00

court de patterson

2011-09-13T22:03:00.007-04:00

some light reading

my favorite boots

Jasper and I

'cause I don't want to be here alone

it was so serene there

childhood

2011-09-13T20:45:00.005-04:00